Guys... i quit again. I went to the doctor on Monday and we had a small talk, i do have a a heart problem... nothing to serious, well depends how you look at it. We talked about me smoking drinking and all. So i said yeah i smoke and drink but not as much... she said that if you are going to quit this is the best time. I don't know what happened... i felt like someone slapped me in the face.
I went to my boys crib and smoked 4 blunts drank some beers and had couple of cigs.. that was monday. Since tuesday morning i haven't touched 1 damn cig or any type of drug. This is my 4th day without smoking and i been in situations where i was drinking beer at the bar and people were smoking and i was getting all hyper and jumpy and wanted to smoke. I dediced not too and i feel so much better now. My clothes don't smell... i can breathe better.. i save money... and it's great for my health.
This is my 4th day being drug free... weekend is going to be tough as i work a lot so we'll see. |