winkyduck
TYVM Morgan William!!!
I think most here know I have been having Sciatica issues since Halloween. 99 days later I got a badly needed Epidural in hopes it would stop the incredible pain I felt on an almost 24/7 basis and help make me a functioning human being again. I have lost about 25 pounds - all muscle - and as Jk and others who have seen me can verify - I DO NOT HAVE 25 POUNDS TO LOSE! I am a walking zombie. My biggest fear is falling asleep behind the wheel. If I take out myself only - that would suck but my fear is crashing into a Family of 4 and killing 2 are permanently damaging the other 2
My Epidural worked wonders.....for 40 hours. Now it is like I never got it. Saturday was a sleepless night and I know tonight will be, too. I have calls in to my docs but who knows how that will go
RIGHT NOW I need to be 100% focused on ME and getting ME better. Not who will cover the Monday's UVA/UNC game (UNC wins SU - BTW). I am not coming back until I am better off and can sleep for more than a few nights in a row. I doubt anyone would wanna communicate with me but if so JK and Rail have my number and I am OK with them privately giving it out to anyone who wants it. Same with email - they have that, too
I hope to be back soon but sense I won't. I am terrified at how things have gone, are going and might still be going. Without the incredible help of my way-too-good-for-me family I am somewhat certain things would be very different in my life now. Read into it what you want - odds are you are right.. I am not very religious so "thoughts and prayers" mean nothing to me. THOUGHTS do.
My Epidural worked wonders.....for 40 hours. Now it is like I never got it. Saturday was a sleepless night and I know tonight will be, too. I have calls in to my docs but who knows how that will go
RIGHT NOW I need to be 100% focused on ME and getting ME better. Not who will cover the Monday's UVA/UNC game (UNC wins SU - BTW). I am not coming back until I am better off and can sleep for more than a few nights in a row. I doubt anyone would wanna communicate with me but if so JK and Rail have my number and I am OK with them privately giving it out to anyone who wants it. Same with email - they have that, too
I hope to be back soon but sense I won't. I am terrified at how things have gone, are going and might still be going. Without the incredible help of my way-too-good-for-me family I am somewhat certain things would be very different in my life now. Read into it what you want - odds are you are right.. I am not very religious so "thoughts and prayers" mean nothing to me. THOUGHTS do.